Rulon Gardner is crammed into the motive force’s seat of a 2006 Volkswagen Beetle. As he weaves round vans, zipping up I-15 North by way of Provo, Utah, he often is the greatest human on the freeway, packed into one of many tiniest autos. However he simply loves that little purple automobile, with the odometer approaching 300,000 miles.
Gardner is powerful sufficient to deal with the steering wheel with two thick fingers and a thumb. Gus, his 14-year-old Shih Tzu, sits on his left shoulder, staring out by way of the cracked windshield on the automobiles forward. “My parrot,” Gardner jokes.
The automobile has logged plenty of miles, and in some methods come out somewhat worse for the damage, however it simply by no means appears to stop. It has rather a lot in widespread with the man manhandling the steering wheel.
Gardner is holding busy in his late 40s. Possibly not fairly as busy as when he grew up on the farm, milking cows and carrying irrigation pipe from sunup to sunset. However between a full-time job promoting insurance coverage and talking engagements throughout the nation, he has a full plate.
And 20 years after pulling off the best upset in Olympic wrestling historical past, Gardner is chasing extra medals. He pulls right into a parking zone surrounded by snow-covered peaks, leaves Gus within the automobile and steps into the chilly mountain air in his gymnasium shorts.
He strolls previous a crowd of highschool ladies, and none of them even flip their heads to note him as his towering determine walks by way of the rows of slim purple lockers, and hangs a left towards the wrestling room.
It’s the second week of February and Coach Gardner—his children simply name him Rulon—has 4 high-schoolers within the Utah 6A State Championships.
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Rulon nonetheless feels his match in opposition to Aleksandr Karelin on daily basis. No, not that match. Not the Olympic Greco-Roman tremendous heavyweight ultimate in 2000 when, with a 1–zero choice, he handed the Russian Bear his first loss in 13 years, and scored the primary level in opposition to him in six. His physique reminds him of the primary time they wrestled one another, the semifinals of the 1997 world championships, when Karelin dropped Gardner on his head and broke two bones in his neck. Rulon stretches always, and likes to lean in opposition to railings to alleviate the strain. He’ll be standing there, then immediately, and violently, whip his neck sideways after which whip it again within the different course, a tic that provides non permanent reduction.
It’s one in a protracted line of accidents he has battled all through his life. Most famously, Gardner spent a February 2002 evening within the wilderness after his snowmobile overturned and dunked him into an icy river a number of occasions. The frostbitten evening on the mountain value him a toe, after which he recovered to win a bronze medal in Athens in 2004—a feat that’s as a lot part of his legacy because the gold in Sydney.
At the moment Gardner is lacking a tooth, the incisor to the appropriate of his two entrance tooth. The offender: one in all his personal wrestlers. They had been wrestling round when an inadvertent headbutt knocked it out. Gardner says the entire entrance of his mouth is veneer anyway, a results of a long time of inadvertent headbutts. So he’ll want yet one more implant, however there’s simply no time through the season.
Wrestling has taken Gardner to 44 nations. He’s seen numerous gyms from his hometown in Wyoming to the College of Nebraska to the USA Wrestling Olympic coaching heart. The Herriman Excessive wrestling room has one regulation-sized circle, and the darkish blue mat extends out to mild blue padded partitions. There are rows of pull-up bars and headshots of wrestlers who’ve certified for the Utah state match in years previous. It’s on this room that Gardner, who turned Herriman’s head coach earlier than the 2018–19 season, needs to impart the knowledge that made him an Olympic champion, and that he believes is his responsibility to cross on to the subsequent technology of wrestlers.
Gardner turned well-known as a Wyoming farm boy, however his Mormon household has ties again to Utah for generations. His great-great-grandfather Archibald Gardner was a bishop within the church and helped construct the famed Salt Lake Temple. A great buddy of Rulon’s had a nephew whose son wrestled at Herriman, so Gardner got here to a apply and provided to assist an area membership group. When the highschool group wanted a brand new coach quickly after that, he received the job.
The 4 state qualifiers pair off. There are two lightweights and two heavyweights, making for handy apply companions. It’s a reasonably mild day—simply 15 minutes of drilling, adopted by two full six-minute matches for every wrestler, similar as they’ll go tomorrow at States, with simply 30 seconds between durations. Rulon attracts on his personal expertise, understanding what made one of the best preparation for him earlier than numerous tournaments on the highest doable ranges. He walks across the perimeter of the room, footwear off, thick white socks resting beneath his tree-trunk calves, and watches his children spar.
A number of the recommendation is technical, some is motivational. “What are you doing down there?” he bellows at one wrestler who’s splayed out on all fours beneath an opponent. “You’ve gotta be a person! You gotta rise up!”
Practically a dozen youthful members of the group who did not qualify for States are doing their very own drills in a single nook of the room. On the finish of apply, Gardner has the group sit on a rolled-up mat within the nook of the room so he and the assistants can ship a speech. He talks to the state qualifiers about visualizing their day. He talks to the teammates who’ll be there as spectators about letting that have inspire them for subsequent yr.
After the speeches, assistant coach Rad Martinez gathers everybody within the heart of the mat. Martinez is a Utahn and three-time NCAA qualifier at Clarion in Pennsylvania who additionally went 15–three as a professional martial arts fighter. He tells everybody to place their fingers in. “State titles on three,” Martinez says. “One, two, three, state titles!”
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Gardner is rolling two full suitcases behind him by way of the hall outdoors a collection of ballrooms at a DoubleTree resort in New Jersey. He turns the nook and ditches the Velcro brace on his proper wrist. He pops his head behind the room, looking on the women and men in enterprise apparel, sitting in rows and staring forward at a PowerPoint presentation concerning the insurance coverage trade.
“These are all the time enjoyable crowds,” Gardner says quietly. That’s excellent news. He’s the keynote speaker.
Gardner stands in entrance of the group and runs by way of his well-rehearsed life story. From the Wyoming farm the place he grew up the youngest of 9 siblings, by way of his struggles as a scholar with dyslexia, all the best way to the Olympic medal stand, to his evening on the mountain and again to the Olympic podium. He talks about his Seven Steps to Success, that are outlined in his autobiography.
He apologizes to the room for his hoarse voice, which he blames on his teaching. “My voice is somewhat scraggly as a result of I care,” he tells them, to some well mannered chuckles.
After the speech he heads again to the hallway and opens one in all his suitcases, which is full of copies of his e-book and posters from the outdated “Bought Milk?” advert marketing campaign that present him holding two full pails in entrance of a dairy cow.
On the posters, Rulon is frozen in time, whilst these days transfer additional within the rearview. On this very journey, he was disillusioned as a result of he would have appreciated to go to the famed Carnegie Deli, whose primary restaurant in Manhattan closed in 2016 after practically 80 years. Rulon says it’s a disgrace—they used to have two photos of him hanging on the wall. However life strikes on.
Now, his darkish grey, short-sleeve button-down shirt dangles over his stomach and hangs out in entrance of him, in contrast to the singlets that cling to his physique in each the poster and on the e-book cowl. However the shaved head and approachable demeanor stay.
Attendees stand in line for a minute of his consideration. They drop $20 payments on the desk for books with customized inscriptions. Gardner poses for picture after picture, all the time holding the 2004 bronze medal and letting his admirers maintain the gold. He lifts ladies up off the bottom with one arm, if they need him to, and most of them do. It’s like he’s sitting within the strongman sales space at a carnival and so they wish to doc his power. He lets the supervisor of 1 native insurance coverage outlet put him in a headlock for his or her picture. They have a look at the image and Rulon says, “Now you inform them, in the event you don’t hit your numbers this month, you understand who’s coming round.” Highschool wrestling coaches ask Rulon to look into their digital camera telephones and ship motivational speeches for his or her groups. That’s simple; he does that on daily basis again in Utah. “Hey Mount Olive wrestlers, that is Rulon Gardner. You might have heard of me …” He obliges each request till he’s the final one within the room, packs up his suitcase along with his unsold merchandise and heads out the door. It’s again to Utah, his day job and his group.
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JRI insurance coverage has a department in Payson, 60 miles south of Salt Lake Metropolis, a couple of 50-minute drive south of Herriman Excessive. The workplace sits in a strip of brick storefronts, and the entrance door opens to a wall of pristine, snowcapped mountains. Whereas Gardner has been figuring out of the workplace for a couple of months, he formally moved his stuff in final evening. He purchased a home close by, so his solely lengthy commute is up I-15 to the highschool.
He once more cuts a hulking determine, now located behind a desk in a Dri-FIT, long-sleeved black athletic shirt, grey slacks and black sneakers. On the desk he has nothing however a binder, a pocket book and a purple Powerade Zero Sugar. Empty cabinets line the wall to his proper, however varied objects from his huge memorabilia assortment fill those to his left. As he’s unpacked containers in his new dwelling and located objects he barely remembers receiving, some have made it to JRI.
He has a torch from the 2002 Salt Lake Metropolis Olympics, which he received to hold proper earlier than his snowmobile accident. He has awards, trophies and plaques, plus T-shirts signed by fellow Olympians. There’s only one catch: He has so many autographed objects, he doesn’t know who signed lots of them. The reminiscences and Sharpie ink fade with time. He stares at a row of signed baseballs and muses that he threw the ceremonial first pitch at a 2000 ALDS sport in Yankee Stadium to José Canseco, so one in all them might be signed by him.
However there’s additionally a soccer signed by John Elway, Steve Younger, Warren Moon and a few smudged names which are tougher to make out. There are two Patriots balls, one with the Tremendous Bowl XXXVIII emblem and one with signatures from a bunch of gamers. “Once you’re well-known,” he says matter-of-factly, “individuals simply offer you stuff.”
It’s becoming that Gardner sells insurance coverage. Take into consideration the way it’s offered to the everyday American client in TV commercials. From Allstate telling you to arrange for mayhem, to State Farm dealing with a collection of calamities at Chris Paul’s home to Farmers coping with any nightmare state of affairs J.Ok. Simmons can conjure. And who’s seen extra accidents than Rulon Gardner? His household barn burned down when he was a child. Earlier than the 2004 Olympic Trials he was in a motorbike accident after which dislocated his proper wrist punching the bleachers after shedding his cool throughout a pickup basketball sport. Three years later he walked away from a airplane crash into Lake Powell with solely a minor hip damage and a concussion. His coworker at JRI, Lydia Woltjen, jokes that she’s certain to put on a seatbelt when Rulon is driving.
Gardner took the assessments required to get his insurance coverage license in 2018. It’s the newest foray in a string of jobs that features proudly owning a gymnasium, driving a forklift and dealing as a medical system rep for Johnson & Johnson, which is when he put lots of these miles on the Beetle. The department is impartial, which means they’ll promote insurance policies by way of a number of insurance coverage corporations. Rulon’s workplace handles the gamut of insurance coverage varieties, and he’s develop into well-versed in life, well being, property, casualty, dwelling and auto.
A possible new consumer is available in for what Rulon calls a one-on-one. It’s extra of a one-on-two. The consumer takes a seat dealing with Rulon’s desk, and Lydia sits in Rulon’s chair whereas he stands behind her. Rulon schmoozes, telling tales and jokes earlier than Lydia steers issues again towards enterprise. Rulon raves about Lydia, who has years of expertise working within the Utah Insurance coverage Division, and he alternately calls her each the brains and the muscle of the operation. “I’m the attention sweet,” Rulon jokes. “It’s bitter, however it’s nonetheless sweet.” Rulon asks the consumer to share a few of his company monetary objectives, and Lydia provides the pitch about what providers they’ll provide.
One consumer leaves and it’s on to the subsequent one. They relocate to Lydia’s desk in the primary entryway. Rulon stands and leans in opposition to her desk, hovering above a speakerphone, mindlessly clicking his pen as they talk about auto insurance coverage quotes for a father who needs to purchase a automobile for a teenage son who’s already been in a fender bender.
It’s an fascinating twist, being each the brand new man and the celeb. He actually has no downside utilizing his identify to attract individuals in. He’s printed off an limitless provide of 5½-by-8½” photographs on shiny paper—on one facet, the Olympic referee is elevating a triumphant Gardner’s hand because the defeated Russian Karelin is scowling with a hand on his hip. On the opposite facet is all of Rulon’s skilled contact information and a listing of insurance coverage manufacturers they hawk—and guess what Rulon indicators each time any individual bugs him for an autograph. One other consumer comes out of a gathering with one in all Rulon’s coworkers, and on the best way out the door he spots the heavyweight. “Oh, are you aware who he’s?” Rulon’s coworker asks his consumer. And Rulon is thrust into the identical dialog he’s had with numerous strangers over the past 20 years.
Maybe most significantly, on this complete association, is that the corporate is accommodating of his schedule. In a traditional yr, not interrupted by a pandemic, the highschool wrestling season runs November to February. After that it’s membership season till April, adopted by tournaments and clinics by way of the summer season, to not point out occasional talking engagements throughout the nation. The state match is an all-day affair on each Wednesday and Thursday, and JRI has no challenge with him logging these hours on the area. Contemplate these consumer recruitment days anyway, with Coach Rulon fortunately passing alongside his fliers to a gradual stream of coaches, dad and mom, match officers and others keen to talk him up between matches.
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The sector at Utah Valley College is about up with eight wrestling mats in two rows of 4. The 8,500-seat gymnasium is the previous dwelling of an NBA G-League group that’s since moved to Delaware and a former group in a now defunct area soccer league.
A whole bunch of wrestlers are operating round, stretching or sparring to heat up. Gardner is standing alongside the middle line between the rows of mats with a watch on his 4 guys, who’re cut up into pairs to get unfastened. Certainly one of his lightweights catches an elbow within the incorrect spot and blood pours from his nostril, seeping into his warm-up shirt and splattering on the crowded mat. No person bats a watch because the wrestler shoves gauze up his nostril and his apply associate sprays the mat down with disinfectant.
Formally, Rulon is teaching 4 children at States. Virtually talking, he’s teaching greater than that. Rulon moseys round and may’t cease himself from giving recommendation to a number of the wrestlers on different groups. There’s a curly-headed heavyweight from Fremont Excessive, Weston Warr, whom Rulon has taken a liking to after they’ve spoken at a couple of tournaments all through the final two seasons. Rulon even gave him his cellphone quantity so they may textual content one another. Warr checked along with his personal coaches to verify he wasn’t doing something in opposition to any guidelines and so they stated, No, you must let Rulon hold providing you with recommendation. Whereas a few of Rulon’s personal wrestlers might primarily be over it, others within the area are extra starstruck by the presence of an all-time nice. Warr, a senior with braces on his tooth, clutches his apply associate’s foot two ft off the bottom and stares again with rapt consideration as Rulon discusses method.
In some methods, Gardner blends in amid the tons of of wrestlers and dozens of coaches. Everybody is targeted, with the strain of lifelong particular person goals, group titles and presumably faculty scholarships on the road. In different methods, Rulon has a presence. He’s quiet however he holds individuals’s consideration when he’s speaking to them.
They clear the ground and the jumbotron hanging from the ceiling lists which bouts will start on which mats. Wrestlers are seeded into 16-man brackets in 14 weight courses, and every spherical of the match begins with the lightest weights and progresses on upward to Rulon’s outdated division. On-deck wrestlers keep on the ground within the warmup space as these with an extended wait time retreat to the bleachers. Herriman has a bit within the area’s higher deck for teammates, dad and mom and supporters.
Herriman’s lightest wrestler, Jack Lounsbury, is up first. His headgear is on, his knee pad is up and his warmup outfit is forged apart, as he’s down to only his singlet. Gardner stands behind him, fingers on Jack’s shoulders, imparting a couple of ultimate phrases of knowledge as they await his mat project.
Every mat is about up the identical. There’s a circle within the center the place the motion takes place, and every wrestler will get one nook with chairs for 2 coaches. Most coaches sit within the chairs, however Rulon stands behind his. He says he appreciated when his coaches would stand, and he thinks it helps him be extra animated.
Jack will get out to an early lead, however is pinned regardless of being forward in factors. After the ref raises his opponent’s arm, Rulon picks up his sweaty T-shirt and shorts off the mat and carries them again to the warmup space. Jack has his head down, arms grabbing the trusses alongside the facet of the steel bleachers. It’s an empty feeling each wrestler is aware of, together with Rulon, who places a hand on his wrestler’s shoulder, appears him within the eye and delivers a reassuring message.
Elsewhere, on one other mat, Jack’s teammate Jacob Hendrickson has suffered the identical destiny—getting pinned regardless of being forward—with two assistant coaches in his nook as a result of the matches ran concurrently. Herriman Excessive has a break now, because the tourney progresses by way of the middleweights, earlier than the college’s two different wrestlers compete. Rulon doesn’t go up the steps to his seat through the break, opting as an alternative to remain within the holding pen. He leans in opposition to the steel barricade, proper subsequent to the folded-up wall of decrease degree seats that may prolong to cowl the ground. He stands alone, primarily within the nook of the gymnasium farthest away from any crowd. This isn’t LeBron James sitting courtside at his son’s basketball sport, jovially stepping onto the courtroom, with everybody within the gymnasium streaming his each response on-line. Simply an Olympic champion, quietly watching the high-schoolers competing in entrance of him, chatting solely when any individual new sidles up subsequent to him and begins a dialog.
“He talks to each single particular person that desires to speak to him, and he’ll signal an autograph for anyone,” his assistant coach, Martinez, says. “He’ll take 5 minutes with somebody or an hour with somebody if they need. And all of the accomplishments that he’s had, and all of the tales that he tells, all of it couldn’t occur to a greater particular person. He deserves all of the accolades that he has.”
It’s good to have the ability to do that, Gardner says. He remembers coming dwelling to the Wyoming state match shortly after he gained Olympic gold, when his mere presence was an excessive amount of of a disruption. He needed to go away and go to a close-by mall to accommodate all of the individuals who needed to speak to him and get autographs. Now he’s simply one of many coaches.
Rulon says he’s nonetheless prepared to exit of his approach for individuals he trusts, however he can’t fulfill each request. He’s grown cautious of some individuals, hardened somewhat by 20 years of individuals asking him for issues. He’s a pure individuals pleaser, however now he asks for issues in return. You need me to do a clinic totally free? Can I discuss to the dad and mom about insurance coverage afterward? You need me to come back give a speech? Do you pay different individuals? He jokes that it took him too lengthy to determine one con that was pulled on him repeatedly: Organizations would make up some award to present him, largely as an excuse to get him to point out up totally free for an occasion to which they may promote tickets. Now he is aware of higher.
However regardless of being probably the most recognizable face within the gymnasium, one of the eventful elements of his day is when a match official informs him that he has to put on his credential. Rulon performs the “Don’t you understand who I’m?” card—however, critically, don’t you understand who he’s? Rulon doesn’t like carrying his badge on a lanyard that chokes his neck, so he tries to keep away from it. However coverage is coverage. He clips his ID to a carpenter loop on his pants. “The Olympics aren’t this strict,” he says, shaking his head.
His two lightweights are each eradicated on Day 1 however the two heavier weights, Talmage Carman and Traycee Norman, win two matches apiece. Each will advance to Day 2, beginning with the semifinals within the morning, two wins away from the highest spot on the rostrum.
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Rulon is new to the neighborhood, although actually his house is extra farm group than neighborhood, with horses operating by way of penned-in yards alongside his drive to the workplace. Cows roam past a fence in his yard, seen from a driveway that runs alongside his home to a fleet of automobiles within the again—a Ford Tour, Ford F-250, Dodge Durango and the beloved VW Beetle. He says at some point he took a trash can as much as the curb, no one ever got here to select it up, and two days later a neighbor dragged it again in. Oh.
The lounge, in a extra modest dwelling than the crowded driveway would possibly recommend, is stuffed with reminders that he’s lived a charmed lifetime of celeb. A bookcase subsequent to the TV homes a plaque commemorating his induction to the Nationwide Wrestling Corridor of Fame; the distinguished James E. Sullivan Award, given yearly to the highest beginner athlete within the nation; an ESPY for being named 2000’s male U.S. Olympian of the yr; and different accolades.
However Rulon has lived 49 years now, and never all have been as type as that transient stretch after he turned well-known in a single day, going from whole unknown to Leno and Conan visitor in a span of 10 days. Most of the information headlines written about him since 2012 targeted on his chapter submitting, the results of a fraud case, and a quest to recoup his gold medal, which he couldn’t afford to deliver again into his possession.
His different post-Olympic declare to fame is that in April 2011, Gardner turned the primary contestant ever to stop NBC’s hit weight-loss actuality present The Greatest Loser. That’s the expertise—and the final time most individuals have seen him on the general public stage—he says is most misunderstood. He holds up his thumb and index finger a pair inches aside. That’s how thick the NDA was, he says. That’s why individuals don’t know the complete story. He isn’t supposed to speak about it.
“Sometime the e-book will come out,” Gardner says.
Do you wish to inform that story now?
He decides he can lastly say somewhat.
“I didn’t select to go away,” he says. “I misplaced 12 kilos [my last week], why would I go away? I didn’t wish to go away.”
However that’s how the story has all the time gone. In episode 16, he was bungee leaping over New Zealand’s Milford Sound, espousing the significance of profitable immunity to stay on the present. In episode 17, he arrived on the group weigh-in carrying his cut-off yellow T-shirt, jogged up a flight of stairs, turned to face his fellow contestants, clasped his fingers behind his again and introduced: “That is gonna be my final time on the dimensions. Right now, I’m asking to go away The Greatest Loser for a private motive.” And that was it. Certainly one of his fellow contestants even remarked in a solo confessional to the digital camera how unusual it was to not get a extra detailed clarification.
Rulon’s expertise with The Greatest Loser began identical to each different contestant’s. He already had a relationship with NBC, working as a TV commentator for the community’s protection of the Beijing Olympics in 2008. Nonetheless, he says when he received maintain of a community govt on the cellphone, he was knowledgeable he’d must undergo the complete tryout course of. That season featured companions competing in tandem. There have been dad and mom with their children, spouses and siblings. Rulon signed up along with his buddy Justin Pope, a fellow wrestler (who beat Rulon in junior excessive) and long-time buddy. On the time, Rulon and his then spouse had been working a gymnasium in Logan, Utah, and Justin was an investor. After a primary interview in Salt Lake Metropolis and a second-round tryout in California, they had been all set.
Rulon tipped the dimensions at 474 kilos on the onset of the present, up greater than 200 from the 265-pound division by which he competed on the 2004 Olympics. He and Justin had been the heaviest group on the ranch.
“It’s a tragedy,” Rulon stated, preventing again tears as he stood shirtless, addressing his weight within the season premiere. “It’s horrifying for me and my household.”
He was successful, in the best way success is measured on the present. He outlasted 15 contestants and shed 173 kilos, wanting notably trimmer and healthier at 301 in his final official weight examine. However behind the scenes, he says it was depressing.
Rulon feels he was handled unfairly. He believes NBC needed to make him appear to be the “Olympic brat.” He says trainers would do issues like give him too quick a soar rope or put a large weight plate on his again whereas he was planking. Some would see this nearly as good teaching—that when you’ve got somebody you understand will be pushed as laborious as Rulon, it’s your job as a coach to push them. Rulon says it went past that—and that behind the scenes it was worse, that the individuals concerned in making the present had been manipulative, and gossip amongst contestants was rampant. There was an incident in New Zealand, when contestants had simply returned to the present after a vacation break, and he wanted a chiropractor. They instructed him that wasn’t allowed; he instructed them he couldn’t get away from bed with out it.
The specifics, he says, he actually can’t get into. Sometime these particulars might come out. However the concept of him—of Rulon Gardner—being a quitter, that one he’s able to put to mattress.
“There’s issues that must be addressed in my life again dwelling,” Rulon instructed the digital camera after his announcement. “I really feel that my private objectives have been reached right here on The Greatest Loser, and it’s my time to go dwelling. I received my well being again, I received my health and I received my life again. And that was the actual motive that I used to be coming to The Greatest Loser. I’m pleased.”
And that’s the story that he caught to for 9 years.
Gardner put out statements after the episode aired, too, saying he’d achieved his purpose and was able to go dwelling to his spouse. He performed the half. He now says it wasn’t true.
[A PR rep for the show, which has since been relaunched on the NBC/Comcast-owned USA Network, could not make anyone involved with Gardner’s season of the show available for comment.]
Cara Castronuova was a coach on the present for just one season, which occurred to be Rulon’s. She says she has solely constructive issues to say about her expertise being on the present basically and dealing with Rulon specifically. “For me, it was like, They’re trusting me to coach an Olympic champion? That’s superior,” she stated. As a professional boxer, she recognized along with his wrestler mentality. She additionally appreciated his respect for her as a lady, saying it may well typically be robust for her to earn the belief and respect of male purchasers, however that wasn’t the case with Rulon. “I discovered it to be actually superior that he was so right down to put his belief in a feminine that’s 1 / 4 of his dimension and let me educate him boxing type, and that he took me critically.”
They grew shut through the present, expressed mutual love for one another as they hugged goodbye in Rulon’s ultimate scene and spoke a couple of occasions within the years that adopted. Castranuova says she thought Rulon would win the entire competitors and was shocked when he left. She additionally says Rulon has since confided in her that he didn’t wish to go away, however she says she would don’t have any approach of understanding if that was true. If anybody above her had made any form of choice like that, she wouldn’t be aware of it.
Bob Harper, a coach on the present since Season 1, and the face of this system when it relaunched earlier in 2020, is amongst these whom Rulon thought he was getting near. Rulon says he and Harper spoke in one of many present’s vans for an hour and a half after he introduced his exit. He says Bob needed to remain in contact and hold serving to him dwell more healthy. He says Harper instructed him, I waited my complete profession for you. “He stated, ‘I’ll name you tomorrow,’” Rulon says. “And I’ve by no means heard a phrase.” It’s been 9 years. [Harper declined an interview request through a spokesperson.]
Gardner was additionally irritated by a number of the sniping from fellow contestants. In 2012, after trimming down on the present, Gardner mounted a comeback try for the London Olympics, eight years after medaling in Athens. He says that after his comeback bid fell quick—the results of the 40-year-old not with the ability to make weight on the day of the U.S. Olympic trials—a contestant gleefully chirped to the general public, “As soon as a quitter, all the time a quitter,” though Rulon says she knew he wasn’t actually a quitter. That one stung.
Via all of it, although, he says he’s nonetheless glad he went on the present. “After all,” he says. “As a result of I realized a lot about myself. I realized tips on how to depend energy. Now I’m massive once more, I want to return and rise up early within the morning, set time apart. … I do know what I have to do, now I have to focus, and The Greatest Loser taught you that. And that’s constructive.”
After the failed comeback try in 2012, he even got here again to the peacock, working once more for NBC’s protection of these London Video games from their New York Metropolis workplace.
The present has confronted loads of controversy through the years (together with criticisms of the weight-loss strategies and their lasting results, famed coach Jillian Michaels giving her group caffeine capsules and allegations of contestants taking weight-loss capsules) and Rulon says former contestants are divided into two camps. He says some, lots of whom acquire again appreciable weight after they go away the present, really feel the expertise ruined their lives. Others are nonetheless “ingesting the Kool-Support,” he says.
Rulon’s weight remains to be a battle. The evening earlier than the match, he stopped at a buffet restaurant for dinner. “Welcome again,” a person on the waitstaff stated, as Rulon made his option to a desk. “Welcome again?” Rulon chuckled, after he’d left, and he made a face that stated: Busted. However he’s a recognizable buyer, and a number of other different diners got here as much as inform Rulon they had been followers or he was an inspiration as they handed by his desk on their option to and from the buffet.
How a lot does he weigh now? He gained’t say. He was prepared to reply questions on something—frostbite, chapter, divorce—however not that. Regardless of spending 4 months in a high-school wrestling surroundings the place weight is an obsession and scales are plentiful, he says he prevented stepping on one the entire season.
However he estimates his weight is about the place he began on Loser. That was only a small dumbbell shy of 500.
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There may be one tangible constructive in Rulon’s life as a direct results of his look on The Greatest Loser. He wouldn’t have his gold medal with out it.
Rulon was strapped for money when he went on the present, and apprehensive about how he’d earn a living whereas he was away for thus lengthy, so a buddy lent him some. Rulon gave him the medal as collateral, and so they made a deal that he’d maintain onto Rulon’s prized possession till he might pay the debt. So when Rulon filed for chapter and authorities collected his possession to be auctioned off, they couldn’t contact the medal.
That is one other sensitive topic for Rulon, although one he discusses overtly. He laments how individuals noticed his identify and the phrase chapter in headlines and assumed the worst. “Former athlete goes broke” is a typical trope, oftentimes the results of overspending or falling down the incorrect path. Rulon says he was a sufferer, and the paper path backs him up.
It’s a protracted story. The quick model, Rulon says, is that he was offered a chance to spend money on an actual property enterprise in 2006. A buddy launched Rulon to their niece, who simply wanted a small mortgage to get extra financing. She offered a marketing strategy that appeared stable. She confirmed him actual property buy agreements, contracts and extra. Rulon began paying her $24,000 a month.
The issue: She had been fabricating paperwork, based on the FBI, together with those she confirmed Rulon.
He paid her $24Ok for the primary six months, then $36Ok for the subsequent three, a couple of quarter million whole. She used that cash to get a mortgage for $1.2 million, which later needed to be repaid with substantial curiosity and late charges. Rulon was partially on the hook.
After an FBI investigation, she pleaded responsible to wire fraud and cash laundering and was sentenced to 34 months in jail. Rulon is owed tons of of 1000’s of {dollars} in restitution and he will get $50 a month—sufficient for a couple of tank and a half of fuel in his Beetle.
At the same time as he will get his ft below himself and recovers financially, he feels betrayed. He thinks about headlines within the Star Valley Impartial, again in his hometown in Wyoming that was so pleased to say him when issues had been going properly.
“It tarnishes your identify,” Gardner stated of going by way of an ordeal like that. “Individuals suppose, ‘Oh, Rulon Gardner is a fraud.’ Or, ‘Rulon Gardner isn’t reliable.’ They don’t understand that typically it’s not you, it’s different individuals round you.”
Gardner’s quest to win again his medal turned fodder for the press, however protection simply looped it in along with his well-known monetary points. Few knew the ironic twist, the one motive he even had an opportunity to earn again his medal. As a result of it wasn’t sitting in some wealthy collector’s protected after an public sale, it was simply being held onto by an outdated buddy ready to be made complete. “I most likely would have misplaced the medal for good if I hadn’t gone on the present,” Rulon stated. “Little are you aware what’s developing in life.”
And he’s since gotten smarter about managing his funds and investments. He has two lawyer associates specifically whom he talks to about enterprise selections.
“Now it’s like, ‘O.Ok., let’s be good about any selections sooner or later,’” he stated. “In life you make errors, you be taught from them and transfer ahead. You’ll be able to’t sit and dwell on it. At factors, there have been occasions I assumed, ‘You understand what, simply surrender. Simply stop.’ I’m like, no, I’m not gonna stop. I’m not gonna simply sit down and take no matter occurs.”
As a result of Rulon Gardner isn’t a quitter. Not on the TV present. Not through the evening on the mountain ready for a rescue helicopter to identify him, or the grueling restoration from frostbite and hypothermia. Not even after his failed 2012 Olympic try. He made one other comeback try earlier than the 2016 Rio Olympics at age 44. A part of that, he concedes, was as a result of nothing helped him hold his weight down like wrestling. When he was an lively athlete, he by no means took a time without work. And he was looking for that mindset once more. He additionally takes pleasure in the truth that even when he wouldn’t have finally taken his outdated apply associate Dremiel Byers’s spot on the ’12 Olympic group, at the very least he made everybody within the room work somewhat tougher. That’s the angle he’ll by no means shake.
“That very same drive that helped me succeed [in wrestling], is similar drive that helped me survive within the wilderness,” he stated. “It helps me get again on my ft and tackle the world once more.”
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Rulon is strolling rigorously. It takes the decrease half of his physique somewhat longer to heat up within the morning, and he occurred to roll his ankle two or thrice yesterday. The results of having no feeling in his ft is that typically he’ll miss a step. Curbs will be bother if he’s not watching his touchdown spot. So can wrestling mats. Even when a mat is simply an inch or two thick, a full day of stepping on and off of them can lead to some missteps.
His wrestlers are additionally, extra actually, taking some time to heat up. It’s Day 2 of the state tourney. As yesterday’s scene repeats, with wrestlers from varied faculties swarming the mats to get unfastened, Herriman’s two heavier weights are nowhere to be seen.
Rulon needs they had been on the mat warming up already, however he repeats a phrase he’s stated a couple of occasions this week: “You’ll be able to’t need it for them.” In some methods, this is likely one of the hardest elements of the job. Some children need it greater than others, however few need it as unhealthy as he used to, 20 or 30 years in the past. That may be unimaginable. Rulon’s ascendance was a once-in-a-generation confluence of pure power, work ethic and a burning need to get off the farm.
Rulon has to toe the road. He needs to push the children as laborious as he can, the best way outdated coaches pushed him, making an attempt to be a power of their lives that leads them to greatness. However he additionally is aware of he can’t danger pushing them away. His apply room merely can’t have the identical depth as those at USA Wrestling or the College of Nebraska.
He’s coping with coaches, dad and mom and—for the primary time this yr—faculty recruiters. That’s one other difficult one. He needs one of the best for all his children. He needs to persuade each faculty recruiter to present his children a shot, and a head begin on the remainder of their lives. However he additionally is aware of he’s Rulon Gardner. His phrase carries sway and other people love to speak. It could harm Rulon’s popularity if he oversold one in all his athletes and so they didn’t again up his reward.
However none of that’s to say Talmage and Traycee don’t need it. As heavier weights, they simply have somewhat extra time earlier than their semifinal bouts. As soon as they ultimately make their approach down from the bleachers and heat up, after the announcer over the loudspeaker instructs everybody to clear the mats, Rulon gathers them within the holding space and provides some last-minute reminders. He tells them to be good and in management, and that they need to put on their opponents down and tire them out since they’re each higher conditioned. Then they each win and advance.
The finals are a spectacle. The sector employees rolls up six mats, leaving two within the heart of the gymnasium, one for the 5A championships and one for 6A. (Herriman competes in 6A, the classification for the most important faculties within the state.) They dim the lights and prolong the decrease degree of the bleachers, with additional rows of yellow seats now nearer to the motion. When the brand new part opens to spectators, there’s a mad scramble to race down the steps and declare one of the best seats. Rad, like many coaches, has placed on a tie. Rulon is carrying the identical short-sleeved, button-down shirt from the speech in New Jersey.
As they play the nationwide anthem, Rulon stands within the athlete warmup space, together with different coaches who’ve children within the finals. He’s wanting virtually straight up on the flag, at consideration. He closes his eyes and places a hand over his coronary heart. He says that listening to the anthem play, particularly in a gymnasium filled with wrestlers, all the time takes him again to that second atop the rostrum in Sydney—with Rulon on the highest step, and the Russian Bear, extremely, beneath.
As every finals match begins, an announcer over the loudspeaker introduces each wrestlers, together with their hometowns, season information, previous accomplishments on the mat, dad and mom’ names and GPAs. For a lot of highschool wrestlers, this would be the pinnacle of their athletic careers, and the second is handled with that gravity.
Rulon, in his life, has collected medals upon medals, every one from highschool by way of faculty saved in Ziploc luggage in his dwelling to show it. Now, standing at the hours of darkness, he watches the children below the highlight making an attempt to earn their very own.
Lastly, it’s time. Rulon and Rad observe Talmage out to the mat. The 2 coaches are animated as their wrestler will get on the scoreboard first, each coaches standing all through the match. He briefly loses his lead, then pulls again forward and coasts by way of the ultimate interval to a state championship. He runs to Rad first and offers him a giant hug. Right here comes Traycee, operating in to compete on the identical mat. Rulon provides his incoming wrestler a high-five, then high-fives his state champ and match No. 2 instantly begins.
This match ends as abruptly because it begins. Within the second interval, Traycee connects on a headlock and sends his opponent to his again. The sector explodes because the referee slaps the mat to sign a pin, and Rulon claps excitedly. Herriman Excessive has back-to-back state champs. Their contingent leaves the mat and the 2 teammates save their most excited celebration for one another. They share a giant hug and run into the tunnel, into the basement degree of the sector, to go have a good time.
Rulon doesn’t observe. That is their second, and he needs to allow them to have it. They don’t want him there.
After the finals, the sector lights come on and the entire Herriman cheering part swarms the group on the ground. Event organizers maintain medal ceremonies, one weight class at a time, with wrestlers posing atop the rostrum with their new {hardware}. Again down from the rostrum, Herriman’s state champions pose in each mixture for their very own photographs, iPhone digital camera rolls filling up with teammates, dad and mom, siblings and coaches in varied groupings. In a single picture, egged on by the individuals round him, Rulon grabs each state champs in playful headlocks, one below every arm. All of them smile as he pulls them in tight. “I can decide them each up if you would like,” he jokes about his greater than 400 kilos mixed of state champion wrestlers.
Each lightweights who certified for States credit score Rulon for serving to them with the psychological side of the game. The 2 heavier weights level first to the method they realized from him. Traycee was a heavyweight final season, earlier than reducing right down to 220 this yr. He did not even begin wrestling till his freshman yr of highschool and have become a state champ his senior yr. He drew a direct line between what Rulon taught him about good positioning and the way he was capable of throw his opponent within the finals. “That is all due to Rulon, proper there,” he stated. “I had higher positioning than that man did.”
“It is superb,” Talmage stated. “He is a legend within the sport. Understanding that he is the man that is within the apply room on daily basis that I get to be taught from … it is a tremendous expertise to have him in my nook.”
Rulon and his assistant coaches handle the group. He factors to a number of the youthful members of the group and tells them they’re the longer term. He pulls a couple of apart individually and talks to them about being those carrying medals subsequent yr. It’s the final official day of the season, however Rulon says now the work actually begins.
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The day after the match is a Friday—February 14 to be precise—the 18th anniversary of Rulon’s evening on the mountain that value him his toe. Rulon is sentimental. He gives the look that he’d recall the date even when Valentine’s Day weren’t a straightforward one to recollect. In that episode of The Greatest Loser the place Rulon went bungee leaping, he blew away Bob Harper by telling him shortly earlier than his soar that it was the anniversary of his airplane crash into Lake Powell. He jumped anyway.
Rulon can’t outrun his previous, nor does he appear to wish to. At one level through the dialog about The Greatest Loser, he whips out his cellphone and calls Moses Kinikini, a fellow contestant on that season. “Sports activities Illustrated is right here!” he tells him. Rulon calls Moses brother, although he calls lots of people brother. “You’re the good,” Moses tells him, as they each delight within the excuse to catch up and reminisce about their time on the present.
Rulon wears many hats and maintains a number of income streams, however from the “Bought Milk?” posters at his talking engagements to the enterprise playing cards along with his Olympic picture on them, a part of his attraction remains to be merely being Rulon Gardner. And he appears fantastic with the association.
Gardner’s life within the public eye has been a twisting journey of highs and lows. I requested him what recommendation he would give to any individual at a low level proper now—a surprisingly apt query lower than a month earlier than the preliminary surge of a pandemic that will kill greater than 200,000 People and ship many extra to unemployment amid a devastated economic system.
“You’ll be able to say I’m silly or I’m cussed as a result of I believe something is feasible,” he stated. “Preserve going. Preserve pushing.” Although he concedes he must observe his personal recommendation. “I’m at a low level now. Myself, proper now, my greatest factor is my weight. I don’t be ok with it. I’m not pleased about it. The one particular person that may change it’s me.”
Rulon nonetheless appears to his outdated buddy Dremiel Byers for inspiration. The background on his cellphone is an image of Byers, nonetheless in his singlet, proper after Rulon beat him on the U.S. trials for his spot on the 2004 Olympic group. That’s his day by day motivation. To get again to that weight.
He hopes now that the highschool season is over, he can refocus on himself. He gained’t have as many days the place he works from Eight a.m. till after-school apply after which will get dwelling at 9 p.m. with out having labored out himself. His boss on the insurance coverage firm has even instructed him he can carve out time through the day to work out if that’s what he wants. Everybody simply needs Rulon to be wholesome.
“You see folks that do superb issues,” Rulon stated, “and so they sit again and so they suppose that they’re simply gonna hold succeeding due to that.” However he is aware of it’s not all the time that simple. “Right this moment I’m not the particular person I wish to be—the particular person I must be,” he continues. “I have to cease saying it and begin doing it. If I flip my thoughts on and do it, I am going to do it. However I am unable to do it 50%. I make plenty of excuses for myself. And that is incorrect.”
He provides one final sobering thought on his dimension: “I understand, within the subsequent 10 years, if I don’t change, I gained’t be right here. That’s the stark actuality. I gotta make some modifications.”
The solar is beginning to set. It’s about that point, Rulon says. He doesn’t count on to sleep a lot tonight. He has a practice yearly on the anniversary the place he watches the time cross and displays on what he was doing, hour-by-hour, on that fateful evening.
“It was one of many coolest experiences of my life,” he says. “Although it was one of many issues that nearly killed me, it was really superb. As a result of the human physique and the human thoughts can overcome something.”
He thinks about his journey the previous 20 years.
“That’s why I work so laborious proper now, to attempt to regain my identify. Regain my work ethic. The success I had in wrestling, which I realized on the farm, now I exploit it within the insurance coverage enterprise and within the wrestling group. I attempt to use it to encourage and get children motivated to come back out for wrestling for us.”
When he appears again with 20 years of hindsight on the match that first made him a family identify, he attracts inspiration from Karelin. Rulon says one of many photographs that stands out from that day was within the ultimate second of the match, when each wrestlers knew it was over. “To see him put his head down and really feel loss … [I felt] happiness, but in addition sorrow,” Rulon says. “It lets us all know that we’re not untouchable.”
A couple of months later, Rulon shared that he’s been doing properly. Whereas the COVID-19 pandemic has shut down life for thus many within the nation, Rulon has saved shifting. He’s picked up yet one more job, as an envoy and spokesman for an app that helps promote office security for development websites and different heavy trade jobs. (He notes the irony, once more, of him being a spokesman for security.) He lastly stepped on a scale, which kind of confirmed what he thought—he was within the neighborhood of his beginning weight on The Greatest Loser, however nonetheless gained’t surrender a selected quantity. However he’s been working with a brand new coach and says he’s dropped virtually 40 kilos since late final winter when the highschool wrestling season ended.
The work continues for the previous heavyweight champion of the world. Getting wholesome and holding the load down. Incomes again all of the goodwill his preliminary rise to fame afforded him. Ensuring the subsequent 20 years have much more ups than downs. It could not all the time be simple, however Rulon has no plans to stop.
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